Can I say it for the one hundredth time? Aging is simply awful. I dislike it so much. Ok, I don’t dislike all of it. I just dislike menopause. What the heck is this all about? As if having to deal with this my entire life, let’s throw this new wrench into the equation that makes it a thousand times worse. My spouse could never handle this in the least! I don’t know if I am sizzling or freezing from one moment to the next. The freezing flashes are just as just as bad as the sizzling hot flashes for me. I spend more time in my automobile just driving around than before. That way I can blast the a/c all I want without bothering anyone. Then when I am done with the sizzling flash, I can turn the heat up full blast to warm back up. It is a non-stop vicious cycle of body temperatures. But, I can’t live in my car. So, at the house, I now live in the guest room all alone My spouse just can’t handle my constant body temperature fluctuation. This way I have a portable electric furnace and a window box a/c. I literally go back and forth from heating to a/c all evening long. I am not sure how much more of this I can even take right now. I am just hoping once I get through this stage of my life, there is something wonderful on the other side. I believe I deserve it after all that I have been through!