Can I say it for the one hundredth time? Aging is awful. I hate it. Ok, I don’t hate all of it. I just hate the weird stuff like menopause. What the heck is this all about? As if having to deal with this our entire life, let’s throw this new wrench into the equation that makes it a thousand times worse. My husband could never handle this in the least! I don’t know if I am hot or cold from one moment to the next. The cold flashes are just as are just as bad as the hot flashes for me. I spend more time in my car just driving around than ever before. That way I can blast the air conditioning as long as I want without bothering anyone. Then when I am done with the hot flash, I can turn the heater up full blast to warm back up. It is a non-stop vicious cycle of body temperatures. But, I can’t live in my car. So, at the house, I now live in the guest room all alone My husband just can’t handle my constant body temperature fluctuation. This way I have a portable electric heater and a window box air conditioner. I literally go back and forth from heating to air conditioning all night long. I am not sure how much more of this I can take right now. I am just hoping once I get through this stage of my life, there is something glorious on the other side. I think I deserve that after all that I have been through!